Waiting, waiting, waiting...

Well, with all of the changes the last few weeks, it seems I have another option to wait. It hit me the other day that I don't necessarily have to work right now. We have enough money in the bank (thanks to loans) for me to be able to take a break from work and to focus on school and church right now.

Yet, I'm scared to take a break and wait.

I'm scared of not having an income - which isn't very much, I don't make a lot of money each month with what I've been doing.

I'm scared of not getting a job in the summer.

What if the position I want isn't available or I'm not hired?

Yet, the most peace I've felt about this decision came on Monday when I thought, "I don't have to work right now."

If I don't work, I'll be able to spend more time working on my sermons for my preaching class and my other papers and assignments. I'll be able to spend more time with God. I'll be more relaxed in the evenings with Tim. I'll be enjoying the rest of the semester.

If I'm working, I'll be more tired. I'll have more stress. I just don't think it's good right now.

So, I don't think I'll work.

I'll be waiting to know what is next.