Today, I am tired

Today, I feel tired of life.

I'm tired of not having a close girl friend who I can share everything with. I feel like I haven't had one for a long time. I'm tired of the fact that Tim and I - after a year and a half of marriage - stillhaven't figured each other out and annoy one another. Last night we apologized to each other three seperate times. I'm tired of school work... it's never done. I'm tired of the fact that I get annoyed with people who are peppy. (some of you may be thinking, but you're peppy...) Whatever. I just want to sleep this all off and wake up with a new attitude and new/renewed relationships.

What I'm really tired of is the "Christian" expectation that life should be good and we should always have a good attitude. Well, today I don't. Today, I'm sick of everything. And if someone tries to encourage me that it'll be better tomorrow, I don't want to hear about it.

Have you ever had one of those days?

And still, through all of this, I can hear Jesus' whisper saying,
"Come to me all who are weary and burdened and I will give you rest" (Matt 11:28)

At least someone understands...